to know that I don't know anything. I spend a lot of energy trying to shape my future, but ultimately I know it's not up to me. I'm grateful to be aware of this because it forces me to come to terms with some things about myself. I'm also grateful to have the opportunity to learn and grow. My journey back to now will set me free, but I have to overcome my need for control to get there. So, I'm grateful that I know I need to learn to be present and I'm glad I'm willing to practice this. It's a fun, challenging and exciting process!